My husband and I had an opportunity to visit my family in DC for Christmas, and it was on the plane ride home that I had an awakening.
Our plane was stalled before take off due to some lightning, so we patiently sat and waited. I graciously decided to give my much coveted window seat to my husband this ride, and I sat in the middle seat. I began to notice the conversation in the row in front of me, and though I usually try to give people their privacy and not eavesdrop, I could not help it this time.
The 3 passengers in front of me had introduced themselves and through our long wait for takeoff seemed to be finding comfort in each others’ stories of 2007.
I heard a sweet-sounding blond, southern lady telling her new friends how her husband had passed away earlier this year in the beginning of her 3rd pregnancy. She said she spent her entire pregnancy mourning the death of her husband, waiting to give birth to ease the pain only to find it was that much harder not to have him there to share all the sweet moments of their precious child.
It turned out that the gentle, middle-aged man in the middle seat had also recently lost his wife and expressed the difficulty of raising 2 teenage daughters by himself. Then, the woman on the aisle gave her new friends solace by expressing compassionately that she thought she had a hard year, losing her brother, being a single mom, and taking care of her elderly mother by herself, but her pain could not compare to her neighbors who had lost their spouses.
Needless to say, I began crying, almost sobbing, as I listened to what 2007 had brought these precious people. I felt, though, that it was a holy moment and that the Lord wanted to speak to me in that plane.
I looked over at my husband, who began asking what was wrong with me and laughing at me for eavesdropping and crying at the same time (he was not paying attention to the conversation), and feelings of thanksgiving and hope awoke in me.
Having gone through my share of trials and disappointments in 2007, I felt a strength and hope from the Holy Spirit fill me as I sat on that runway. I felt my heart begin to grow soft again, and I started to let go of bitterness and anger that I had harbored through such circumstances.
As I recounted all of the things I had to be thankful for, I began to focus on the hope that I have in my God, not my circumstances.
Maybe you’re reading this and you feel like you haven’t quite gotten your breakthrough or you don’t understand why the miracle you have believed God for has not happened. I want to encourage you not to let your heart grow hard or lose your faith in God. When we face trials in life, I really believe that the enemy is after our faith and hope in God . . . if he can destroy that, he can destroy our lives. We have to stand firm and trust in our faithful God. We may not understand why some prayers are not answered the way we’ve asked them to be, but one thing we do know is that we can HOPE in God!!
I love this Psalm . . .
Psalm 42:11 (NKJV)
11 Why are you cast down, O my soul?
And why are you disquieted within me?
Hope in God;
For I shall yet praise Him,
The help of my countenance and my God.
I pray you have many holy moments with God this year, recounting His goodness and focusing on the hope that we can have in Him through all circumstances. Let HOPE and THANKSGIVING awake in you during this season . . . maybe that is the underlying breakthrough or miracle you need.
Kassie Fowler
Celebration Staff