I had my spiritual awakening today. It was neat, funny, great and surprising all wrapped up in one.

I have to start from the beginning. My mother told me about my brother’s blessing yesterday. The Lord not only blessed him with a good job, but a good job with a great salary. The first thing I thought was that with the money he was making I could really use it to help support my family more.

So then I was thinking about the fast and how maybe I was doing something wrong because nothing happened. So I went to work today and began to speak with Cleo who is one of the guys I work with. He began to just talk to me about how God was dealing with him and how when you pray not only should you talk but listen as well. I always thought there was a format to praying and that it should be a long drawn out thing.

Man was I ever wrong!

Not only did I not know how to pray, but I didn’t know how to discern the voice of God either. I left work and on the way home I heard something say read Psalm 23:1. Me being me, I started saying why, for what, what does that say?

The whole ride home Psalm 23:1 was on my mind. So when I got home and read Psalm 23:1 which reads “The Lord is my shepherd; I shall not want.” I thought, “that was so weird because that was the answer to my questions and the answer to my fasting.” Then I had to share the news with my mom.

I finally heard and obeyed the voice of God and it feels great. I just want to take in more and read more. I feel like my eyes have opened and I see a whole new world.

It’s a great feeling and it’s a feeling I pray I will have forever.